Hello People! This is Elaine.
Welcome to oblivious--love@bs!
I'm a teen studying @ CCHY!
I'm just simple girl!
When I'm sad, bring me out for a ride or buy me food that i like,
and I will be happy!(:

Catherine Carol Clarlynn Erina LinJei Lily MingShuang MingXuan Nectaline SeeMun YeeTing. YouHui. YuJie. PSL.

我心很痛。现在我只渴望你幸福。我知道我伤你伤得很深。 在一次，说声对不起。我不期望你原谅我。我只希望下一个人真的能好好的对你。让你能得到真正的幸福，我就很满意了。如果有一天，你能够做到我要求你的事，i will feel better. Really I mean it. Although this request I can't do it. But I'm not worth remembering. But you are. Never will I find someone else that can replace you. In my heart, no one can replace. Seriously, no one. And I doubt I will find other ppl. From today onwards, I won't be hurting other ppl. I'm not fit to love anyone. I don't have the right. I don't even deserve other ppls love. Yes, I really had rather you hate me. I hurt you so much. Disappoint you over and over again. Breaking promises over and over. Breaking your heart over and over. Can't devote time for you. Making you worried. I think knowing me is your greatest regret i guess. I'm sorry, really sorry. Hope you really can promise my request. I want you to be happy just like you want me to be happy. I let you go because I love you too much that I can't bear to continue hurting you. I know it's painful for you, but 长痛不如短痛。 Treat it as I'm selfish or what, but don't blame yourself. Cuz you really treated me real well. It would be my regret to let you off. I'm really sorry to have cause the regret in your life. Hope you will find your real happiness. 希望你永远幸福快乐，那我就开心了。

我永远都会记得你所为我付出的事情，所为我做过的每一切，也会记得我所伤害你的事。我会永远的爱着你， 但我没法给你幸福，带给你快乐，只好让别人来完成这件事。在这六个多月里，我真的得到很多很多的快乐和幸福。而这些快乐和幸福都是你给的，我不会忘记，永远都锞在我心里。

还记得，第一个月，我们的anniversary, 我还以为你忘了。 应为没有跟我celebrate，也没有wish me happy anniversary! 所以我有一点生气，但你不知道吧？哈哈哈！因为我没讲啊！傻瓜！ 和你在一起，但不要让388的人知道。所以搞underground! 哈哈！ 每一次去388都被讲！ 因为每次要去吃饭都你先走，然后我才走。还有第一次和你去你学校打球，晚上要和388的人去吃饭，我们都晒到sunburn! Kelvin 还问为什么我们的皮肤颜色一样！ 都不知道怎样回答。哈哈！然后每一次就和你的朋友去打球。然后什么事都会叫我。 那时我真的很开心。去你家，第一次看到你爸爸的时候，有一点紧张！因为你去冲凉留我一个人在客厅！怪怪的！你冲凉那么久！ 但你冲凉出来爸爸就马上拿钱给你要你快点带我去吃，因为怕太晚我肚子饿！下楼的时候，你家楼下每一次都有很多猫！有一次猫从那个schoolgate 跳了下来！吓到我，你会很温柔的搂着我让我别担心，因为有你在。还有一次，因为你的朋友收到巧克力饼干，但不给你们吃。所以你要我做一盒给你，那去炫耀。但我却complain 说很辛苦！但我真的觉得一切都值得的。只要你开心快乐，就行了。 每一次去你家，我都会觉得很累，你都会抱着我哄我睡觉。我就像小孩子一样地睡着了。你付出的多少多少，但你都没有一句的complain! 你实在做得太多太多了。但我都没做过什么，真的很惭愧！ 你做工的时候，多么辛苦都会抽空来被我吃晚饭。我要吃什么都行，你都没闲过太贵，只要你付得起。我喜欢吃什么你都会带我去吃。 你用大部分的薪水来带我去这里玩那里玩，也没有一句埋怨。这一切都会变成这样都是我的错。 我不能怨人，只能怪自己。也许我没有这个福分！只能让别人来取代了，I feel that you will definitely find someone who can take real good care of you, unlike me. Only bring misery, sorrows, disappointment, heart breaks or hurt to you. 谢谢你，对不起。我欠你的太多了，太多太多了。真的！Be happy! You've got to promise me! Forget me if possible (: But forever friends.!