about me
Hello People! This is Elaine.Welcome to oblivious--love@bs!
I'm a teen studying @ CCHY!
I'm just simple girl!
When I'm sad, bring me out for a ride or buy me food that i like,
and I will be happy!(:
Enjoy!
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YouHui.
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PSL.
/Wednesday, June 24, 2009
没有你的第一天。
Everything is not normal as i thought. I thought I would be alright the next day. I was utterly wrong. The thought of the things that relates you, tears will drop. I control so hard to stop it, yet it still flow. Knowing your life ain't good, it makes me feel even worse. I felt that forgetting me is the best remedy, I don't want the next person to have a hard time fixing your broken heart. I will feel even worse. I'm seriously a bad girl, a stupid person. A dumbass, a whatever you can think of that is bad, it will be me. Making ppl worry for me, making ppl feel hurt, making ppl disappointed, making ppl feel upset, etc etc.
Rmb during the swine flu period, I got fever. Dk why. So sudden! I was so afraid to tell you. But eventually I did. You was so worried, when I told you I was crying in pain and all. You even said one thing, I'm more important than studies. You're so silly. Hahahas! How can because of me dens neglect studies? Well, now must study hard alright? Do well in your final year! Remembering LC birthday, all of us went to celebrate. Going the cathay. The funny thing is LC changed the meeting time and did not inform you. Cuz he this blur toad did not send out the msg to you. So at first we thought we were late. But ended reaching damn early. So went over to like walk walk and ate fruits at the foodcourt. Waiting for that birthday boy to like arrive. So damn bigshot! Lol. After which go play pool, yet I can't play with that bloody shirt I wore that day. Cuz it ain't suit for playing pool. So sort of stone there, but you was there to entertain me! So good of you. After which went to Han's for dinner, you ordered and served me like a princess. Thanks! Everything was just that very second. But well, everything's gone. Mother's day, should went out to eat and celebrate with your mama, but ended up I was sick and unable to join. Was so worried that your mama will be like angry or something. You don't even help me to apologise. And I think and think, like will you're mama be angry? If I say sorry to her, she will ask why? What am I suppose to answer? Like so malu horh? Talking to myself like an retard! Lol.
And that time you wanted to buy phone, but ended up you are too tired and fall asleep leaving me alone with the computer! So I created my restaurant city game! When you woke up, you got stunt! Face like saying, "ehhs! Why are you here?" LOLS! So went over to buy phone but can't buy, cuz plan not up yet! Ended up we went to eat and I bought my pig pencil case! After that you started 'snatching' my restaurant city over to play! Ended up I have to play my word challenge! Hahahas! You even helped me to like manage it. Like wow! Thanks alot (: There's a period of time, I had those super craving for mochis! You bought lots of it for me. Even brought me over to sakae sushi for my sushi buffet that I always crave for. I go gaga over it. Bringing me to play pool, with those 2 pros! Always win me not fair. But you always gave in to me, and let me win! Hahahas! You always am worried of me. Cuz of my health, always asking me to go for checkups and everything. But ended up I didn't! Sorry. Cuz I'm fine! (: I always complain that you're naggy, always nagging me to sleep earlier, for my good. But now I wish that you could nag me forver, but not anymore. There's one time quarrelling on msn. Due to the tone misunderstanding, and cause us to quarrel. You think that I talk in gangster tone! Hahahas! And got angry, neither did I 让步. Thinking back, I should be blamed cuz I really did not explain. Too stubborn! 牛对牛！硬碰硬！ I just realise one thing. You always don't allow me to go 388, for fear that they will bully me. You dislike them to bully me, yet last time I still quarrelled over this with you not knowing anything. I'm sorry...
Everything is not normal as i thought. I thought I would be alright the next day. I was utterly wrong. The thought of the things that relates you, tears will drop. I control so hard to stop it, yet it still flow. Knowing your life ain't good, it makes me feel even worse. I felt that forgetting me is the best remedy, I don't want the next person to have a hard time fixing your broken heart. I will feel even worse. I'm seriously a bad girl, a stupid person. A dumbass, a whatever you can think of that is bad, it will be me. Making ppl worry for me, making ppl feel hurt, making ppl disappointed, making ppl feel upset, etc etc.
Rmb during the swine flu period, I got fever. Dk why. So sudden! I was so afraid to tell you. But eventually I did. You was so worried, when I told you I was crying in pain and all. You even said one thing, I'm more important than studies. You're so silly. Hahahas! How can because of me dens neglect studies? Well, now must study hard alright? Do well in your final year! Remembering LC birthday, all of us went to celebrate. Going the cathay. The funny thing is LC changed the meeting time and did not inform you. Cuz he this blur toad did not send out the msg to you. So at first we thought we were late. But ended reaching damn early. So went over to like walk walk and ate fruits at the foodcourt. Waiting for that birthday boy to like arrive. So damn bigshot! Lol. After which go play pool, yet I can't play with that bloody shirt I wore that day. Cuz it ain't suit for playing pool. So sort of stone there, but you was there to entertain me! So good of you. After which went to Han's for dinner, you ordered and served me like a princess. Thanks! Everything was just that very second. But well, everything's gone. Mother's day, should went out to eat and celebrate with your mama, but ended up I was sick and unable to join. Was so worried that your mama will be like angry or something. You don't even help me to apologise. And I think and think, like will you're mama be angry? If I say sorry to her, she will ask why? What am I suppose to answer? Like so malu horh? Talking to myself like an retard! Lol.
And that time you wanted to buy phone, but ended up you are too tired and fall asleep leaving me alone with the computer! So I created my restaurant city game! When you woke up, you got stunt! Face like saying, "ehhs! Why are you here?" LOLS! So went over to buy phone but can't buy, cuz plan not up yet! Ended up we went to eat and I bought my pig pencil case! After that you started 'snatching' my restaurant city over to play! Ended up I have to play my word challenge! Hahahas! You even helped me to like manage it. Like wow! Thanks alot (: There's a period of time, I had those super craving for mochis! You bought lots of it for me. Even brought me over to sakae sushi for my sushi buffet that I always crave for. I go gaga over it. Bringing me to play pool, with those 2 pros! Always win me not fair. But you always gave in to me, and let me win! Hahahas! You always am worried of me. Cuz of my health, always asking me to go for checkups and everything. But ended up I didn't! Sorry. Cuz I'm fine! (: I always complain that you're naggy, always nagging me to sleep earlier, for my good. But now I wish that you could nag me forver, but not anymore. There's one time quarrelling on msn. Due to the tone misunderstanding, and cause us to quarrel. You think that I talk in gangster tone! Hahahas! And got angry, neither did I 让步. Thinking back, I should be blamed cuz I really did not explain. Too stubborn! 牛对牛！硬碰硬！ I just realise one thing. You always don't allow me to go 388, for fear that they will bully me. You dislike them to bully me, yet last time I still quarrelled over this with you not knowing anything. I'm sorry...
10:41 PM