about me
Hello People! This is Elaine.Welcome to oblivious--love@bs!
I'm a teen studying @ CCHY!
I'm just simple girl!
When I'm sad, bring me out for a ride or buy me food that i like,
and I will be happy!(:
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/Monday, August 25, 2008
im afraid of losing you,
yet idk what to do.
im afraid of facing you,
yet i wish to talk to you.
im afraid that everything might be over,
yet what i could do was cry.
i've said things to numbed myself.
but it's of no use.
the thought of you in my mind keeps repeating
everytime when i thought of the quarrel
tears just drop itself
uncontrollably.
i thought the quarrel will end soon
but its not like that
everything is so bad.
it can't turn to a good side anymore
what i could see was only darkness
i don't find any lights at all.
i hate quarreling with you too
but can you tell,
other than quarreling what else can we talk about?
if our chats aint inclusive of arguments
how far could we chat to?
how else can i make you chat?
i don't enjoy making you angry.
im really sorry to disappoint you
maybe i just make everything os so complicated
when it was bloody hellya easy!
i just fcuking hate myself for turning everything
to such a state!
i dislike the siuation now
i could only 'see' you
but not talk to you.
i do not have the courage to talk to you anymore
im afraid of disappoint you again
im really sorry
yet idk what to do.
im afraid of facing you,
yet i wish to talk to you.
im afraid that everything might be over,
yet what i could do was cry.
i've said things to numbed myself.
but it's of no use.
the thought of you in my mind keeps repeating
everytime when i thought of the quarrel
tears just drop itself
uncontrollably.
i thought the quarrel will end soon
but its not like that
everything is so bad.
it can't turn to a good side anymore
what i could see was only darkness
i don't find any lights at all.
i hate quarreling with you too
but can you tell,
other than quarreling what else can we talk about?
if our chats aint inclusive of arguments
how far could we chat to?
how else can i make you chat?
i don't enjoy making you angry.
im really sorry to disappoint you
maybe i just make everything os so complicated
when it was bloody hellya easy!
i just fcuking hate myself for turning everything
to such a state!
i dislike the siuation now
i could only 'see' you
but not talk to you.
i do not have the courage to talk to you anymore
im afraid of disappoint you again
im really sorry
11:58 PM