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Hello People! This is Elaine.Welcome to oblivious--love@bs!
I'm a teen studying @ CCHY!
I'm just simple girl!
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and I will be happy!(:
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/Friday, November 23, 2007
it has already been 5 months since everything ended between us,
and my life has been nothing but a blur.
i was foolish to believe that there was a thing call miracle,
and trying to convince myself that your love for me the past was never a lie,
refusing to listen from others what they said about what the things you did behind my back.
believing in myself that i could get you back after you left me.
i tried so hard to be the girl you wanted me to be,
just because deep down inside I'm hoping one day you'll see,
how much tears have fallen from this pair of eyes,
for all the broken promises and the lies you told me.
everyone has been telling me how silly i am,
for trying to love a guy who would never turn back.
but whenever i wanted to let go and let my feelings just fade away,
the moment i see your smile and your eyes,
i felt everything i sacrifice over you was worthwhile.
but sometimes i feel like i'm trying to hold onto a person who's already gone,
it surprises and hurts me how easily you move on,
guess i'll never mean as much to you as i hope i would.
but after what i known yesterday,
i broke down and cried out loud from my heart.and i realized,
i am mentally tired,i am really tired of loving you.it hurts,
really hurts so much.and i want you to know,if you ask me if i love you now,
i will tell you i still do,
but i know time would allow my feelings fade soon or later and i will leave for good.
cause i see myself no meaning in holding on anymore.
i really thank you for everything you gave me in the past,
or maybe even pretended you once loved me.
all the wonderful memories that no one would ever give,
you taught me so much things that no one would ever allow me to experience.
thank you so much.
found tis on amanda's blog!!
kind of same to my situation
1 difference
mine not 5 mth
so long!!
wahahahahahas whees =)
and my life has been nothing but a blur.
i was foolish to believe that there was a thing call miracle,
and trying to convince myself that your love for me the past was never a lie,
refusing to listen from others what they said about what the things you did behind my back.
believing in myself that i could get you back after you left me.
i tried so hard to be the girl you wanted me to be,
just because deep down inside I'm hoping one day you'll see,
how much tears have fallen from this pair of eyes,
for all the broken promises and the lies you told me.
everyone has been telling me how silly i am,
for trying to love a guy who would never turn back.
but whenever i wanted to let go and let my feelings just fade away,
the moment i see your smile and your eyes,
i felt everything i sacrifice over you was worthwhile.
but sometimes i feel like i'm trying to hold onto a person who's already gone,
it surprises and hurts me how easily you move on,
guess i'll never mean as much to you as i hope i would.
but after what i known yesterday,
i broke down and cried out loud from my heart.and i realized,
i am mentally tired,i am really tired of loving you.it hurts,
really hurts so much.and i want you to know,if you ask me if i love you now,
i will tell you i still do,
but i know time would allow my feelings fade soon or later and i will leave for good.
cause i see myself no meaning in holding on anymore.
i really thank you for everything you gave me in the past,
or maybe even pretended you once loved me.
all the wonderful memories that no one would ever give,
you taught me so much things that no one would ever allow me to experience.
thank you so much.
found tis on amanda's blog!!
kind of same to my situation
1 difference
mine not 5 mth
so long!!
wahahahahahas whees =)
5:46 PM